bite me deep
the sarcasm must bleed
so i can truely feel again
without its lead
to mockery.

morbid curiousities
my utter fasination
is to die among the living
in repose without exposing
my secret turmoil
and keep it leashed
restrained
but i fear it will be soon for it to breach.

Before blurting out, think! If you want your opinion expressed and understood, unfortunately you have got adjust your train of thought--what (you think) makes you who you are, your individuality--to the whims of others so that they may comprehend your opinion because how someone else interprets you depends on how you say it ( Read more... )

on the bright side ( Read more... )

Sometimes it's nice to know you're not forgotten.
Maybe not liked, maybe even dispised, but at least used to be important enough to be ingrained in their memory for years to come, you know, acknowledged that for one brief spell...
thats quite fucked up to hope for.

especially if they want to kill you...hmmm

"Some thirty years ago, Lenore Morse checked into a luxury hotel overlooking Central Park and she hasn't checked out yet. Why should she ( Read more... )

Every radio station seems to play the same damn songs over and over again--power 92, kiss, the planet, 106.5). Granted occassionally they play older songs, some old songs being mostly nirvana(which they play just too much) and sublime. There needs to be variety...and they try, but people request songs that have been played just an hour or two ago ( Read more... )

http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/articles/A24581-2005Jan20.html
"The rhetoric is seamless, but the policy is very muddled. In fact, the war on terrorism has pushed the U.S. to be friendlier with nondemocratic regimes,"

How do we (U.S.) promote freedom by enforcing (or threatening to) our beliefs of what we deem the best way to practice it ( Read more... )

I almost did something rash in the act of heated emotions. A cool down period was necessary because there were too many unfavorable (to me? or the other party?) consequences that would have developed from this action ( Read more... )