i don't really like not talking to wyatt. he left tuesday morning. i know it's only wednesday, but it seems like longer, i guess. either way - last night pretty faded. i had a good time. i laughed a lot, i hung out with old and new friends, and i had the spins while trying to sleep. it was so much fun ( Read more... )

wyatt left again this morning, early. its not so awful this time - we'll be apart for 5 days and i'm meeting him in nyc on sunday morning. i'm really, incredibly excited about that. he set up candles and dinner in his patio last night, it was really sweet. we decided were gonna stay together when he leaves for school in august, he's going to be ( Read more... )

i'm picking up wyatt from the airport at 9:30 pm, tonight !
i'm so excited to see him, and hangout with him, and sleep next to him. ahhhh
!!!!!!!!!! ok. that's it.
= )

wyatt gets back friday. and he leaves again on tuesday ( Read more... )

if he takes this summer job, i'm not so sure i can deal. this is getting worse and worse as the days pass by. and he's still not even home. he says he'll be here thursday, the latest, but it's all the same now. the dates keep changing, and it's impossible to believe him. it's not his fault, i'm aware. but it's annoying. i hope things stay strong ( Read more... )

life, in general, used to be more fun. sophomore year, for example. gosh - that was thrilling. always a party, always a hookup, always some drama that i never gave a fuck about but was somehow caused by yours truly, and always a drink in my hand ( Read more... )

i miss my boyfriend so so so much, but i think i'm dealing with it pretty well. i found out yesterday that he's going to be gone 5 days longer than expected, so that sucks - a lot. i've just been smoking, and smoking, and smoking some more this entire week. two weeeeks left of schoool waahhhh! so exciting. so, nothing interesting. its nice outside,

the bf left this morning, this time for 10+ days. i took him to the boat, the HUGE boat, he was traveling on to say goodbye. i'm pretty sad, but i feel like this will give me a chance to have some girl-time. i moved into his house this past ten days or so, and it was really fun. we acted domestic, and smoked a lot of pot. speaking of which, i think ( Read more... )

last night was so wild. i drank, i laughed, i talked whole lot of shit, i saw people i hadn't seen in ages, and i threw up. my friends are good to me, though. so thank you dears. happy 21st brother. i'm off to spain tomorrow, i'm excited. i'm scared about seeing my grandfather because it'll probably be the last time, but i'm glad i'm going. it ( Read more... )

class cancelled, watching pretty woman for the millionth time, helping around the house for once, probably got a job, spring break in two days!, fun night yesterday, party party party this weeekend, orlys 21st, spain real soon, bf comes back tomorrow, my best friends back in town for a few days, margaritass, new glasssses ( Read more... )