so, maybe yesterday wasn't the best day to rave about how my boyfriend is always there for me. because, last night, he wasn't. infact, he sold me out twice, and made me cry just a little bit more. fine - i'm a little over sensitive, and thinking back - i guess i was little over-emotional yesterday too. but still, he knew i needed him, he knew i had ( Read more... )

i think crying is the worst thing in the world, but i do it so often that i've kind of taught myself to just shut up and stop the second i realize that i am covered in tears ( Read more... )

i've posted more today than i have in the last month, because i'm dieing ( Read more... )

the boyfriend left me for a few days, so what did i do ( Read more... )

so, i just baked, frosted, and decorated about 60 cookies and a two layer chocolate cake. i'm exhausted. i got a little bit out of control in the kitchen ( Read more... )

i've tried SO hard, my whole life, to not let things bother me, but its tough when your friends constantly make you feel guilty for something that isn't even wrong of you to do. i'm not saying they're purposely doing this to me, but certain things that have been said and done make me feel awful, even though i know they shouldnt ( Read more... )

i pierced my nose a few hours ago ( Read more... )

my familys driving me absolutley insane ( Read more... )

never been so sick in my life; i'm dieing.
worst weekend ever.
schools starting on monday. awful, awful news.

somethings missing.

i need to meet new people,
places,
things to do.

i accidently took a four hour nap between 7 and 11 pm tonigt, so now i'll be awake for the rest of the night. that's what i get for smoking drugs.

happy new years.