i am tired of crying.
i want my friends back.
i want to go back to high school.

i can't explain the reason why i walway get so upset when he's gone.

 ahhhh...i need someone to talk to. i need my friends back. i feel lonely often. i have a million thoughts going through my mind. its my fault everyone is gone  :(

 i'm  a loser!

im lost without you. friends arent just like they use to be.

i lay in my bed and things i hate go throught my mind. i hate that my dad died when i was three and didnt find out the real reason until i was 15. i hate that my brother dosnt live with us any more. i hate andew and my job. i hate that im not focused on school like i should be. i hate that i dont have a best friend like i use to back in maryland. i ( Read more... )

I have the freedom of a 16 y/o. can i just leave the house with out being asked 100 questions? I dont think it will ever be possible.
my feelings are a pile of a jumbled mess...what i want i cant have.  the person that means the most to me is a big secret. im tired of the serects and the lies. at times i just want to blurt out all my feelings but ( Read more... )

you are still in my mind, i can't get you out of it. i want to move on the better things in life. but your presence still lingers in my mind. i dont want anything to do with you.

after the new year i want to get a new job and move out, but im going to need some roomies.

BumbleBia: I gave you my heart. but after the last few days.... i wish i had another. i feel that giveing you one isnt enough. i wish i had more time on my hands, because i feel what i give you isnt enough. to be honest with you, i want to give you so much more than i already do, i want to be able to please you in every possible way, i want to be ( Read more... )

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