So here is the update. Lately I have been watching 3 other kids than my two, so all together its 5 kids lol. Yes i am attempting suicide the legal way :P. See they think your helping them out but in reality you are on a 6 month plan to terminate yourself *giggle*. Actually its helped me out alot. Though my pain level is up a little, I am losing ( Read more... )

So I guess it is safe to say I have given up on the human race all together. I use to say there is always hope, and if you can make a difference in someone's life even if its small its all worth it, buuuut nah screw it. People only make life more hell. They lie, cheat, stab you in the back, rip out your heart and then think its funny. Matter of ( Read more... )

so now over the fear and tremors have lessened, i am doing some house cleaning, from the inside out. I am thinking i need some time alone. Just shove everyone away, find that dark cave. Until I emerge my friends remember i love you all.

So why is it i can never take a trip without thinking too much? That can't be normal i swear. I am now feeling better than i have in a long time. I have finally found i am not alone as i have felt my entire life. I ran into someone that affirmed i am exactly as i have thought i was and that i am doing exactly what i should be doing and allowing ( Read more... )

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... CategoryYour Score Average Self-Lovin'20%
I wouldn't shake hands, if I were you 65.1%Shamelessness31%
Puts 'em on the glass 79.3% Sex Drive 18.4%
Humps fire hydrants when nobody's looking77.7%Straightness8.9%
Knows the other body type like a map 44.6% Gayness 7.1%
Makes Dr. Frank-n-Furter look tame 83.8%
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I just wanna say Happy 21st Birthday to a very beautiful person and no i didnt forget i just got too tied up :( but /hugs /birthday spanks my dear hope you had fun :)

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Sad i think this almost cheers me up lol....

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DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:HighAntisocial:LowBorderline:ModerateHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:LowDependent:LowObsessive-Compulsive:High
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