passive livejournal messege ( Read more... )

same ol motion of nothing ever changes/lasts/blah blah blah blah blah.

my brain is snapping away like a bottle rocket.
speewwwwwin sparks about in flowery like shapes too.
air around paying attention less.
these things never mattered. i'm burning the grass as i hit bottom.
the heat rose me up. warmth in my chest.
it may sound crazy but i think i actually got somewhere.
metaphorically i mean.

lines etched and scratched thru were all apart of the same flat appearance that i witnessed.
nothing felt disconnected or separated. all just a slap of different shades. i didn't feel like i reached the rise in this scenery. just avoided the lumps of people in the way.
but it's funny how different people see themselves to me. it really is.

i've never had the usual sort of problems people deal with. correction. i dont have what people think are problems to bitch about ( Read more... )

why i enjoy being drunk so much ( Read more... )

we sky rocketed thru levels of friendship
i knew you so well in so many hours.
the fact that the next few weeks turned quiet.
and died out was nothing to be surprised over.
worse things have happened. but even so.
it's always sad to lose a friend like this.

dieforpeace (10:22:43 PM): if i were witty ( Read more... )

you know i sit here and think to myself. how i am. and even tho i always preach to let shit go ive never been good at it. but things always seem better when youre not thinking about it.
but the lil things lurking in my footsteps. my over worrying over thinking brain.
i feel like im going to grow into an old lonely man.

you know granted it sucks that my job is slowly reducing small amount of time from my work day the one thing i enjoy is the fact i can stay up later ( Read more... )