you need to cut yourself off, simplify your life and isolate yourself until you find your own inner peace because no one will help you to find it. at most. you can have a companion along the way.

mattbam (10:31:57 PM): hahah i wanna be in a happy band like this ( Read more... )

id like to type this aloud.

but i just wanna say if i ever hurt or offend anyone im close too its never because i dont give a shit bout the others person feelings or im trying to piss em off...
it's just me being oblivious and stupid. and yes this is dedicated to someone.

youre no fucking different
either is this.

fuck off.

ya know when a friendship goes sour i always want to comment on it. make it out loud. but that always feels awkward and dumb. and i know for the most part the other party will care or act like it but deep down will be relieved or wont give a flying fuck. least i think i know this due to how things play out ( Read more... )

when things appear delightful shes quiet and doesn't talk then finally speaks when shit hits the fan and seems to suck and tries to convince me things''ll be alright then spits out things im sure she doesn't beleive so i don't feel bad ( Read more... )

I've always admitted to myself I'm a coward ( Read more... )

i dont really have any more use for this site anymore.

on a finishing note. i miss owen and candis a lot. hope i get to see em soon.

pppppppppppppppppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaace and squa the fuck out.

whenever i was with or around friends i always tended to act weird as people say ( Read more... )

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