lately i've been soo bored..i've spend like..days at a time in my basement where my room, computer and ps2 is..and i've only left for food and the bathroom..its sad that this is how my summer is turning out to end ( Read more... )

For the first time in my life, today, i got into a car accident, we rear ended a purple mini van at 50 miles an hour and i'm gonna be honest, it scared me shitless, not when we were sliding into her, but when i got home, thats when it really hit me how lucky I am. we were in a tan 1979 Bonneville with crappy breaks, and crappy seat belts ( Read more... )

I don't know why but i decided while talking to some friends to take some pictures...they asked me if they could come over and instead of saying yes, i took a bunch of pictures of something that would mean like "good, yes, sure, great.." shit like that..i guess......yea so, if i can get these to work i'll put em in here.....
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i'm soo happy because ben, my like...dad of drumming...others may know him as Ben- druimmer for SOURpuppet...but either way w/e something happens i allways tell ben and he seems to think of me as a type of son..when it comes to drumming...but like..heres an example.... on the 28 of feburary, i went to harpos with SOURpuppet and tripp was allways ( Read more... )

I know that i have people online who "love" me and are "Crazy about me" but thats not what this is about...they dont count for they all live in differant states or too far away for me to have much of anything to do with them, this entry has mostly to do with my closer friends....my friends who i hope i can actualy call friends...here you go ( Read more... )

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*sigh* there are some really annoying people over right now....my little brothers friends are here there all like 12 and really annoying and loud.....and there lighting matches so it smells in here....fucking kids ( Read more... )

Today i'm going on my search for tiffinney....i dont know if it'll take an hour or a minut....i really dont ..last night i was talking to my truly beloved friend amber cuse she truly knows how i feel in this subject and was helping me feel better all the way through...i was on the phone with tears running down my face telling her about how things ( Read more... )

omg i'm feeling like shit under someones shoes.... school was fun cause we got new clseese but thats about it....today when i got home i was sittin around thinkin and i ended up reading my ex gf's notes that she had given me when we were going out (after we broke up we established that we still both loved eachother..and i have no idea why we broke ( Read more... )

ay...i'm mad..i did my hair for an hour and i cant gop to the local...for those of you who dont live here the local is this place where i like going cuz its allways fun and stuff and there are bands that play there and shit and i really want to go but scnece i'm 15 my gay parents think i'm too young even tho the majorioty of the croud is 15-18 and ( Read more... )