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[orlijah]

so i've come to the conclusion that i still hate myself. i gained ten pounds from last semester because i let people who "care" about me get the better of me. Well, i'm sick of this shit. i'm sick of being fat. so, what have i chosen to do? what i did before, what i know how to do, what i need to do. i'm going on a severe diet, and welcoming

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[jiangyin]

*giant hug* I can't really sympathise, I know, but...you know where to find me if you want to talk.

*hugs again*

- Ez

[orlijah]

i know. thanks *hugs back* at least i have you.

-ash

i had no clue...

[nick_stag]

hey at... i rly had no clue about all this stuff that has been going on in your life and im truly sry for the part that i play in your suffering... i love you ash.. your a great friend to me and erin! i want you to know that it was never our intention to make you feel that way.... and i know that to an extent ive been treating my same best friends with the same neglect... im sry ash....and ill too always be here for you to talk to if you do need it. and honestly if there is a day that im with ernie and you just wana hang out with her just tell me and ill let you two alone (c: im shrue i can occupy myself lol. i hope to talk to you soon ash. *hug* -stag

Re: i had no clue...

[orlijah]

i know. i love you too! and don't worry about it; i just need to get over some things and it will all work out. i'm sorry for making you feel bad - i have a tendency to do that, make people feel bad. it's this lovely flaw that i have. i know you're always there for me, and believe you me, if i need you i'll call or something, i promise. love you lots.
*hugs back* - At