nothingness

[orlijah]

i didn't lose the weight i planned to. Why? Because i'm fat, and disgusting, and ugly, and a failure. i have never wanted anything so desperately in my life than to be thin - really thin. i want to lose 21 pounds, bring myself down to 80 - i think that might make me happy. i hate food with a passion, and i don't want to look at it, or smell it

Comments

[brittsy06]

Hey...I'm right there with you ok hun?

[orlijah]

thank you. thank you so much - i needed someone to say that.

[_elijah_luver]

hey if you need to talk more.. just im me :)

[orlijah]

thanks.