i have never felt so alone in my life. i think my best friend hates me at this point. i think i'd be better off dead then feeling so alone, and so abandoned. i am my own person, but without my best friend there the whole way - i'll never make it a quarter of a mile.

All i can say is: Don't wander through this glassy surface/expecting to find ( Read more... )

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Okay, so let's review this concert ( Read more... )

Holy shit. i met Gavin DeGraw. He was really CUTE, very nice and down to earth, and very sweet. He shook my hand, hugged me, signed my shirt, and then took a picture with me. i told him he was amazing...:-D ( Read more... )

i fucking can't stand guys. Seriously. They really fucking suck. i am so sick of trying to build relationships, meeting someone i like, and then having it stuck to me. i get fucked over all the time and i am so fucking sick and tired of it. Is there really something that unappealing about me? Am i hideously ugly or something? Do i have a ( Read more... )

Today fucking rocked!! First, i got a 4 on my history paper; a 4 = A, a perfect paper! Second, Frank bought me lunch. We hung out for a long time and talked a lot about stuff today. We were flirting A LOT on the couch at the student center, and cuddling and that kind of thing. Then we were goofing around again, tickling each other, and he just ( Read more... )

Well, i'm sitting in the Library right now. This isn't so bad, but let's give college life in general an overview ( Read more... )

*sigh* i've been lonely since Wednesday. i'm all alone - it's nice in some ways, but for the most part it's just... um, lonely. It's actually kind of creepy at times, especially at night, when i'm in bed and there's no one else here... i need some company.

i'm going to the State Fair today with Erin and her fam. We're going to see the Goo Goo Dolls again... YAY!! i'm excited. When i get home (at my grandparents right now) i'm going to change my jeans and call Erin, who hopefully has found someone to fill the space for the extra ticket... Anyway, excited to be going, and when i get home i have to ( Read more... )