i've been gone in new york for the past three weeks and got back on july 15th--which explains how i deserted livejournal.

i've been going to soccer camp for 6 hours everyday this week and coming home wiped out and aching..but today i didnt  go because i was so worn out. im going to natalies today with the skank..a.k.a. jason, so that should be fun ( Read more... )

hokaayy.. so on saturday the dance was amazing. i was too afraid to dance but i loosened up and actually danced. i danced with morgan, natalie, megan, and ashley. then i slow danced with jason and driss..there's more behind that story..but i don't want to get into it. Basically, jason, natalie, ashley, megan, morgan, and some other people were ( Read more... )

i dont update anymore..but i think i might start to more. so a bunch of shit has happened lately ( Read more... )

monday-school was blah. after school i hung out with natalie, megan, and jason.. i had never really hung out with jason before until that day ( Read more... )

i just want someone to like me as more than a friend. im getting tired of hearing friends' stories about how they made out with so-and-so and whatever else they did, especially when they're not even going out with that person. i complain about it a lot, but i just can't stop thinking about it. i guess im jealous. yea..i am. im worried that i'll ( Read more... )

you've changed. it's like i dont even know who you are anymore. i just miss you. we miss you.

friday-went to get my nails done with emily and then went to caribou. then we dropped emily off ( Read more... )

hm. i'm afraid i was born with the ugly disease. im sick of looking at all of my friends who happen to be all effing gorgeous, and feel shitty and inferior about myself. i hate it, and im fed up and getting tired of it.

that's it for now.

thursday-had soccer practice ( Read more... )

today was so much fun ( Read more... )