I feel as if I'm letting a lot of people down lately. I haven't been truthful to everyone. But It's hard to actually express what's going on with me, I don't want anyone's pity but then I feel like it's wrong of me to act the way I have. I'm not me right now. People can see I'm down but they don't know the whole story. I feel bad when someone asks ( Read more... )

Well that's what we do,

we fight...

You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch

and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time.

I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings.You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back

doing the next pain-in-the-ass ( Read more... )

How is an 18 year old supposed to know what she wants to do with the rest of her life? Seriously!

Not only was I confused before, but now that I went to the Career Center, I became unbelievably more confused. She asked me if I was sure I wanted to be a Nurse because the test I took says that I would be better in a job with Communication such as ( Read more... )

Pink Eye is overrated.

It makes you look shitty all the time.  Plus you wake up feeling like your never gonna see again. It's really scary :(

I'm going home Thursday & missing all my classes on Friday. Mom wanted me to skip this whole week.....the woman loves me ..

Loyola on Friday should be exciting...NOT AT ALL.    I'm meeting my new ( Read more... )

Mom called me today....

Then I received a second call which scared me because she doesn't just call twice in an hour.

"Orsola, we got a call today"

....That's all I needed to hear to know nothing was good.

I may not be a Genius but I do know, That I don't deserve the way life is right now.

I'm sick of being told to 'stay strong'....

I'm ( Read more... )

You ever have this major revenge plan thought out???

Then when it comes time to Achieve it .....It backfires on ya...you just realize you can't do it because it's not you.  At the moment, you planned it out, you were pumped about it because you knew it was gonna make you feel really good and were gonna stop gettin walked all over.....Well - My plan ( Read more... )

No matter what kind of mood I'm in...Keith Urbans song " Tonight I wanna cry " makes me ponder a lot. I listen to that song because it's Me & Chetta's song... and then again I have my media player on Shuffle so it comes up frequently ( Read more... )

This weekend was cool. Being together again with my girlies was the best part. No matter if we just sat there and talked, I can't complain because moments like that I cherish because I love them so much and missed that.

Homecoming Day I got ready at Emilys which was quite funny. I heart the Dunn Family. I never thought I'd be wearing a Big Puffy ( Read more... )

School has been really great. I feel like my class schedule is way more hectic than anyone I know. I really hope I do well, I think im slacking at times because I just don't feel like studying. It's normal. My girls from 2nd floor and I have decided to form a football team/frisbee team. It's a good time! My position is defensive line/snapper. Yeah ( Read more... )