I'm not dead.

seriously... it's pretty fucked right now, so i've decided to start from scratch... it's really more of an attempted mindset than anything, but if anyone has ideas as to how i can start changing things i'm all Ears. This is all triggered by, you guessed it a girl. Basically i'm having trouble getting over her, and i guess i need to. Anyway ( Read more... )

And now i know heaven exists ( Read more... )

I got bored of the whole writing every single event I was invited to or tried to invite others too... so.. um.. yeah i stopped doing that haha

now i have all this crap about other crap going through my mind.. i tell ya

Mest invited me to this get together last minute last night, i opted to pass out instead. I invited Dawnie to come over while i babysit tomorrow again haha... we'll see how that goes

Yesterday I went rock climbing with joel, after i went to lunch with Kresge and matty fran, dawn couldn't. then we went to the bar, then another bar... then i went to dawn's house and and came home super late/early... today i went to lunch with the guys again plus corin cody and jared ( Read more... )

so Dawnie said if she doesn't get to hang with me tomorrow i should come over her house and play mario party... Joel said we should go to a bar after climbing, and upon finding out Mest is leaving soon (for the navy) she invited me to her going away party which i can't attend due to work, so she invited me to some other party which i don't know ( Read more... )

I asked dawnie to come rock climbing, we'll see how that works out.. and i was invited to a party March 4th since it's Laci's birthday, i've never actually MET her but she's my cousin's um... something...

A public display of how little people actually like me... I always conplain about how no one EVER asks me to hang out and like i can't iniciate anything... soo I figure I never use LJ I'll just record EVERY instance for the year where either someone else asks me to hang out or if i ask them, and... if we actually did or not... then you'll see how ( Read more... )

anyone opposed to me deleting my livejournal account speak now or forever hold your peace.