OK. This is what you need to do ( Read more... )

There's going to be a time when I am finally content with what I have, and these dreams and desires will no longer be an unreachable challenge that tugs at me but will instead be distant memories.

Right?

So if I could I'd wish it all away.
If I thought tomorrow would take you away.
You're my peace of mind, my home, my center.
I'm just trying to hold on,
One more day.

Learn about the different study abroad options in Chinese Language (summer at Harbin or Taipei ( Read more... )

Pass your classes this semester.
Get a retail job this summer.
Apply for and get recommendations for the Opera internship.
Plan your study abroad.
Talk to Burkett about getting a minor.
Plan your Chinese minor.
Look into other ways to get the fuck out of Dodge ASAP.

I hate all your friends.

Fuck, I can't delete this damned thing.
It's a curse! It follows me everywhere!

I was cleaning out the last of the junk in my old bedroom the other day, and I came across my old stash of magazines. There's the first issues of Nylon and Zink I picked up, some National Geographics, a shit ton of Seventeens; but most importantly-- ElleGirl and Jane ( Read more... )

Alright. I've pulled myself out of the self-obsessed hole again and want to make a disclaimer about the last few posts---- I know I can be petty and overly hard on myself and they all deserve a big eyeroll ( Read more... )

So....I have a secret.....I'm too embarrassed of myself to reconnect with my old friends. I feel extremely uncomfortable in any social situation unless I have a day to prepare for it. I've spent this summer holed up in my room reading because I'm too anxious to meet up with anyone. I don't have any of the same interests I used to have and I've ( Read more... )