uh so i havent been on here in forever then decide i want to check my friends page and there is NOTHING on it!?!? where are all of my friend updates?!

becoming extremly bored today on my day off..i started playing on facebook for way too many hours and i noticed i have 961 friends! WTF! i dont think i even know that many people. i looked at ome of these "friends" and dont know some of them or thought maybe i passed them once on campus or maybe had them in a class or soemthing?! it bogles my mind ( Read more... )

after further evaluation, i think im a republican!!!! ug!

I went and visited Sammys mom today and talked a little bit about everything. I'm heading out to Indian river state college tomorrow to go look into going back to school and becoming an RN. I've thought about it for a while but with a little influence from Mr and Mrs Beers today I think I need to quit the waiting game and just do it. So tomorrow I' ( Read more... )

please keep Sammy and his family in your thoughts and prayers. Friday night, his youngest sister, 20, Jennifer was in a fatal car crash and died Saturday afternoon. He is still in the shock stage and letting it set in but hes hanging in there. I know none of you know him, but as friends of mine if you could just say a little prayer I would ( Read more... )

so the day afer christmas i felt this ovewhelming feeling of a breakdwon coming on and boy was i right. but i didnt talk to anyone or anything about it. i handled it.. not in the best way.. kinda acting out and scrreaming and crying and locking myself away in my home when i could and then emerging from my house with a smile on my face and a forced ( Read more... )

rock bottom ( Read more... )

litening to xmas songs all last night and today i fianlly figured something out ( Read more... )

christmas cards to 50 peple are so much fun-ner to write out and send when you are sitting here drinking a cold beer, trying to entertain a 3 year old while dad mudds walls up stairs and then he cooks you spaghetti and your cat is running aroud the house like he just ate a pound of cat nip ( Read more... )

i yesterday made a big step in life. as you may all know i was a humongous backstreet boy supporter. i somehow over the years of fan-age, if you will.... collected every single article, picture, burger king happy meal item, concert program, tciket stub etc from EVERY concert that crosed a 5 state area. today, i threw it ALL away. i opened the boxes ( Read more... )