ah the storm is coming. im afaid o something called fay! we have tornado warnings and its supposed to hit us er..start hitting us around 5am...ew im freaked out... good thing the roomies are home and i have to work at the bar tomorrow.. on the water...which is under us...ya ican wait til a storm surge hits and i drown at work..lol

do u ever sit in the corner of the room and cry because the corners of the wall are the closest thing and only thing yu have to feel somewhat like someone or something is holding you because you need to be held that much...

i won $100 that was muchly needed on winning the NASCAR pool this week. for the last 10 of 160 laps i thought my brain was going to explode but it paid off. literally. lol

i <3 nascar!!

this morning i was on television

tonight im singing the national anthem at dodgertown

then i get to wear my miss planet beach banner around at the competition tonight

i feel like a mini town celebrity

im such a nerd...lol

thank you everyone for your well wishes and congrats on my win. i appreciate them all =)

ill keep you posted on how the competition is coming along

i won

i entered a pageant tonight and i was crowned miss planet beach =)

i also get to be in a calender =) how exciting is that

gosh i miss modeling =)

ok so a week ago i wrote about my break up ( Read more... )

i sang tonight in a competition to compete for a record deal ( Read more... )

the relationship between my mother is a well known thing. we dont get along, we dont like each other, she is the digging point when brought up, can break me down to feel like the lowest peice of shit that is on earth. i havent talked or seen her in over a month and it hasnt gotten to me one bit ( Read more... )

Wulfie and Joe are coming to visit during thier spring break in florida fun! im very excited.!! yay michigan visitors ( Read more... )