( where the fuck was this when i needed it? )

hey, kiddies... check this out. and in no way do i advocate underage drinking! ;)

the zombie1 1/2 ounces dark rum (86 proof ( Read more... )

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i went to the value village tonight. i thought i was going to be sick on the bus ride ( Read more... )

is it bad that san-x is exciting me so much? i really think i have a problem...

i usually prefer the company of boys when it comes to friendships-it's easier that way. no pressure to talk about feelings, no bitchiness, no non-sense. i like that. and when i do get the nerve to bring up... "the issues", i know it's as hard for them as it is for me ( Read more... )

tuesday night i attempted to hang out with sandra. that didn't go over so well, but almost every bad situation has a good point to it and this is how i realized that our city really can be beautiful. sitting on the big flight of steps next to big bite pizza may not sound like the most visually appealing aspect to st. john's, but i swear if you ( Read more... )

yesterday me and my mother had a talk about what she said on friday. she told me that she got frustrated, after all she's human. i think that statement actually meant more to me than the "sorry" that followed it. it was nice to hear her say for once that sometimes she does things that are hurtful because that's just how the nature of being a person ( Read more... )

today i had the misfortune of over-hearing my mother say that she wished she had never gave birth to me. i guess i had kind of figured it all along, but to actually hear someone say that they regret bringing you into this world... is absolutely crushing ( Read more... )