Gone for a week in Florida... amazing what you realize once you get back. You think "hey, maybe people will be happy to see me back"... not so much. "Maybe the people I call close friends will"... not so much. While you're gone you start to miss home and the friends/life you have there... yeah, I've decided I don't really have either. Like, ( Read more... )

til it's gone... I wish I would've believed that before, I would've tried harder. I know that what I had before was the best thing for me, it sucks that it took me until now to figure that out. I've had so many chances before that I can't even begin to think I'd get another. The biggest mistake I ever made was not trying....

Apparently I'm supposed to update this thing. Why, I have no idea. I don't know what to update about. I have a new vehicle. My best friend is leaving for grad school in a different state in about 4 months. Kinda hurts my heart. We're fourth in the Nation. Our coach sucks at scheduling and we're not going to be prepared to play the top team in ( Read more... )

So, I never wanted it to end, but it did.  I really didn't want it to, but it happened so fast and it came out of nowhere.  I was kinda blindsided.  I didn't know what to do, so I let it go.  I wish I wouldn't have...  And on another note, I've decided that either a) I shouldn't have friends or b) I should at least make friends that are my age, if ( Read more... )

Well, I'm back at school now.  Woo hoo.  Had quite the welcome on Friday.  Basically, got a bit intoxicated with my two best friends and then proceeded to make bad decisions.  I tend to do that while drunk.  I wasn't really ready to come back.  I had a great summer.  My new sister is sweet and I love her to death.  I miss her already and I've only ( Read more... )

So, it's about that time to update.  Summer has been awesome.  Too bad it's almost over already.  I got another piercing on Friday with my sister.  It's always good when we go to do it together and she runs out of the room when she sees the needle as I was going first... and then she doesn't believe me that it didn't hurt.  And now she wants ( Read more... )

Time for an entry that will leave most of you not knowing what I'm talking about.  Life is... well, it's ok.  I make money, and a pretty decent amount of it.  Had a few stressful days recently, but you know... I deal.  At least I surround myself with some cool people.  Let's see... I think the decision that is being made is a good one.  I love them ( Read more... )

I've had goals since as long as I can remember.  My goals weren't that of a typical kid, but whatever.  I can't say I care.  And I've accomplished all but one, and it's one that people know about, but never would imagine me taking seriously or ever making a move toward.  Well, I'm not like everybody else and I'm not pushing for some normal life ( Read more... )

so it's always sweet when you, for several years grew up with people you considered some of your greatest friends and then things immediately change and they cut you out of their life.  funny how i mention it now since it's been something that i noticed a while back.  let me be brutally honest, at first, yeah, it bothered me... now, not so much.  i ( Read more... )

so i'm alive, which is always good.  school is good, hockey is good.  being drunk was... good. haha. interesting night.  my friends are amazing.  chris came down to join the fun.  he was drunk before i was.  he passed out and i didn't even do that.  haha.  i love that kid.  the best part is that i remember everything, which makes the night even ( Read more... )