I've discovered that my life is much like edward scisorhands, the only differences are that i don't have hands made of scissors, and i don't have someone who's told me they love me.

So it's 3 days until my birthday, i just got off work and i sit here and realize, my life is going nowhere, I haven't had a girlfriend in like 3 years, i still love her, i can't control my hopelessness or self hate, i've run out of pills, and i'm going to be alone for another night... isn't life great. I wonder how many times i can hear "someday ( Read more... )

Well let's see, I've been stressed out thinking that I've done something wrong, or that Katixa would realize how much of a loser I am and kick me to the curb. Paranoia how great ( Read more... )

I was wondering if a butterflies clumsy appearing flight is done purposefully, catching predators off guard, with unpredictable movements, maybe they are actually graceful, like a drunken boxer with stumbling steps done on purpose so the opponent can't figure out what he's doing. Maybe humans do the same thing, not really letting their full ( Read more... )

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So last night was the second night I had to go up there. Not much happend, just talked to a cool hobo guy. Pretty uneventful.

so i cant stay away from the net, even if i do have poison oak, whats going on people ( Read more... )