summer's warm whispers turn to
winter's cool stares
autumn rains wash away while
spring thaws the pain
come what may i know you'll stay
floating on summer's warm whispers

i realize that developping an interest in a co-worker is usually a bad idea...but let's face it; i don't get out much, hard time meeting new people, and work is the only place i do meet new people. problem is (hence the need for a pill to get rid of problems...i have a few too many), when someone jokes enough with me about someone wanting me, i ( Read more... )

so after this year, i think i'm done with london. i can't take this anymore....too many bad memories and they just keep building. right now i'm more than willing to crawl to the bottom of every alcoholic beverage and die there ( Read more... )

my body is looking good
my mind is working good...er..better
i'm feeling better....

hmm...what does that mean?? *wonders dumbly*

wow...one thing i forgot about ottawa is that nearly everyone has someone. single is the minority in the city (and i am serious...i believe the survey said 80% are coupled). with all that, and the fact that one the line cooks (original 4 thank god...not the new guy) spent two hours lamenting on how he and his ex were still having sex for 2 yrs ( Read more... )

This Is My Life, RatedLife:

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it's odd that a mere change of location has changed my entire self. i came home expecting the worst possible summer since i knew i would be away from my friends and around those who are ill in many ways, but it's really not that bad. i love the people i work with (not the head chef or any other person above 25), and the girls don't treat me like ( Read more... )

wow...just can't decide if i made the right choice. as much as i love ottawa and love it waymore than london, all my...well...friends are in london and i at least have a chance to talk to another human being there. granted, things will get better once the restaurant opens, but i simply can't wait that long as my sister is being...well...my sister! ( Read more... )

so i'm now home in ottawa....job searching...bored outta my mind!!!

to any and all ottawa friends, do look me up as i'm bored and do see if you have space in your places of work for lil ol me.

pool...wanna play pool!