so thursday is crazy..we chill at palo's for fertz' b-day. it was insanity...vick must have been outside of his mind...he walked to the bridge drunk...at 7 in tha morning...friday,i walk like 8 miles to my house...from meadow street...friday we go to some party and baby-sit some kids on X...it was pretty rached out...then demi gets a ticket...the ( Read more... )

i got's a telephone now....made a new friend form russia (long and complicated story)...been sober...im not broke all the time anymore, but i never work.?!? i dont get it either...i got a credit card...getting another car soon or a bike...i am still mad over some shit inside, but i have never been happier when i think about it...

lately i have been feeling pretty rached out .....the other day i saw a christmas carol and i was all like damn am i that guy ( Read more... )

man i miss my home and *my girl*...well

cant wait to go back...i have to go shoping for the xmas deal...man i miss my fam. and my boys and my son chae young...

HOME>BEER
MEL>BEER
FREINDS>BEER
WHAT I FELL INSIDE

the valley is soooooo fucked up that i gotsta' keep a gun with me even t use the comp...and a knife...i dont like it...cant wait to go home...ill be home soon....MEL I MISSSSSSSSSS....YOU!LUV YA

i talked to her again..man im so happy...i think even my arm is happy...wow...but it still hurts...both my arm and .......but yeah..nobody get down with a lemon....only mel know what that meens i think..

im fucking going crazy...i need to write a paper on the history of colage making, and a how to thrown in there...its due tomorrow and i also have a final...i miss this girl so goddamn much...she is making me insane...i just got out of the hospital for a spider-bite...im sad to hear that im NOT turning into spider man...im sure mel would have liked ( Read more... )

this weekend i got really drunk and said some very mean things to some people and i did some very mean things to some people...i just wanna extend my apology....vergitas...sorry for putting my vergitas on your face....haha...jojo im sorry for what i did.....but most of all i wanna say sorry to mel and her mother.....i was way out of line...and man ( Read more... )

MEL I WILL DO ANYTHING YOU WANT TO HAVE YOU BACK!please...i dont wann fight with you anymore...its killing me to be like this...i love you sooooooo much, your my love and its not gonna be cool if you dont answer my calls.........please.....

well i did the stupidest thing in the world this weekend....I BROKE UP WITH MEL..and this time im sure its OVER...i cant eat or sleep and i feel like a woman's cleansing product. i just wanna apoligize to her but she dont answer my calls ...her mam' answered one and hung up right away...i really do love her and i wanna work things out ..i know i ( Read more... )