fucking hell i feel on edge. i need to b doing something cos im just sitting here going insane and thats kinda annoying cos i feel like i need to b doing something. i dont know whether this is mania or insanity or just plain boredom and excessive energy but its weird as all shit. ive been in my room all day and ive been up and down and all over the ( Read more... )

hmmm...am feeling ok at the moment. kinda comfortable ( Read more... )

i dont know what i'm doing really ( Read more... )

if my body is a temple, i am the graffiti artist destroying the building and with it, all it's beauty ( Read more... )

damnit. not being able to drink for so long has sort of sucked the fun out of wanting to drink or even being able to drink now ( Read more... )

( found some awesome music, made a great compilation cd last night )

...a little private toast, and a vow to die a natural death in my own good time...

at the moment i'm feeling like my diaries are really the only things that have stuck by me and been faithful. friends are great, but as mortals we aren't perfect, and in one way or another they've let me down, as have i to them. but i can trust in these diaries, and i can tell them anything i need to get off my chest, which is what i really need at ( Read more... )

R.I.P. Ilana, Tues 7th March, 2006

I miss you


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on the way home from tafe today i decided to stop into knox to bank my pay and browse the shops ( Read more... )