crippled from poor choices, my life a flaming wreckage, the fire burns away the past and steels me against the road I will travel, I will emerge from the flames, stronger and better for what I have endured. The lessons I will learn this year will make me the man everyone has been telling me I could have, no should have been ( Read more... )

Oh fuck man, cant fucking do it shhiittt ( Read more... )

Im getting really excited about this new D&D campaign. I finally get to play a dragonborn. Ive got dragons blood people ( Read more... )

coming out of a blackout in a stretcher will do alot to your brain. First mit questions what the hell is going on. Then immediatly you try and get out. Well thats not happening. Then you wonder where everyone you went out with is. Because now your in the back of an ambulance and have absolutely no clue where your at ( Read more... )

....at my man's place ( Read more... )

So i've had a pretty good last couple of days.  Lots of chill time and a trip to I-bar that was well worth it.

I do miss some people but I will leave names out, mostly because there are too many names.

I think things are getting better but im gonna be careful cause that feeling comes and goes alot.

You say you've changed, but c'mon, your still the same, when you get past the exterior. You still cant go a day without thinking about it. You still wish things would have been different. You still wonder why not me.

Fixed my money problem...for now.

ps. Here I am, lying weaponless and bleeding in the dirt. Caesar is giving the thumbs down. He's ( Read more... )

"We're whalers on the moon,
We carry a harpoon,
But they're aint no whales,
So we tell tall tales,
And sing our whalin toon"

So my finger is starting to peel. Like I can flake off skin from the tip and everything its kinda weird to peel back your own skin.

ps. No finger prints on the new skin. its totally barren.

"I want to tell the Children that I love them, In a strictly champion way"

if you can tell me who said this then you are truely the champion.

I dont know what happened this year. I guess it was the fact that I was working striaght up to the holidays and I guess I just didnt get overly excited this year. I already knew what I wanted and I already told my parents I was content with waiting til after christmas to order my present ( Read more... )