noticeable difference. i think, nay, i hope that the depression has lifted for the moment. it's so overwhelming when you're in the fog ( Read more... )

Good Things: I'm getting a haircut today! And maybe going to get a new outfit. And going to drink fruity tropical drinks tonight.

i have had so very little to say lately. i'm pushing myself to write more ( Read more... )

got up at 6.15.

i think it will help with the malaise. i'll report back as to whether my determination can keep me going back.

not that it was ALL crap, but some bad crap happened ( Read more... )

she's told me that she wants to get married this year and asked for my sister and I for help in the planning.

oh.
my.
God.

ever feel like you're just treading water ( Read more... )

so won't you keep me company ( Read more... )

that was not uncalled for. yesterday was f'ed. and what i said was true ( Read more... )

I hate my job. I hate my job. I hate my job.