is it possible to take my brain from my head, give a good shake and scrub and plop it back in? i am in a near-constant fog lately. when i'm work, my mind is elsewhere. when i'm home, it's elsewhere too. what gives ( Read more... )

i am grateful that, considering where i come from, that my life is what it is ( Read more... )

adult. is tonight at the earl. damn, i want to go. i like cold, detached music with distorted vocals.
but i can't. i have to be at work by 8 in the a.m. and on top of things. i can't be feeling like crap with hangover or cigarette wheezing. being a grown up is for shit.

Surprise trips to Florida two weekends in a row. This coming weekend, going to Gainesville to see my mother and sister. Next weekend, with the family of my beloved. How exciting. How exhausting ( Read more... )

i'm considering committing a horrible crime, then getting arrested, testifying against my co-conspirators and joining the witness protection program ( Read more... )

Why can't things just work? I'm perpetually perplexed by this preposterous planet ( Read more... )

at yoga yesterday, i could do incrementally more than i have been able to do before. and i'm so excited.
i really hope i've found a new hobby. it certainly feels more positive than drinking and pouting, my other pastimes.

still in the state of semi-boredom. waiting for something to happen, being anxious about handing over some control over my destiny to my beloved. but i do love the man and trust him to not lead us astray ( Read more... )

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The excitement of mozguy and missmary is palpable. i'm so excited for them and their wonderful trip via british airways (the only civilized air travel) to the u.k. i wish them wonderful fun and carefree times and drunken nights and kisses from bartenders.