So, sometimes I read through all my old entries and pretty much do a self-evaluation. I pretty much annoy myself with the near pathetic-ness of some of my entries. I'm not the same person I used to be. I can find myself in somethings but, I like that my thought process and emotions have grown up a little. I'm VERY happy as of late, and in a way I ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion it's all an illusion confusions the name of a game ( Read more... )

Who the hell did you THINK i was?

I NEED TO STOP BEING SUCH A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!!!!!!! WHY DO I SUCK SO BAD????!!!??!?!? FOCUS AL, FOCUS!!! DON'T BE SUCH A FUCKING PANSY! I pretty much just need to get my ass fucking organized, arrange some priorities. I need to clean my room, do my homework, do some laundry and apply apply apply!!! AHHHHHHH!!!! I have no idea what i really ( Read more... )

I have emotional scars........

I don't love anyone
You're not listening
You're playing with something
You're playing with yourself

I don't love anyone
You're not listening even now
You're playing with something
You're playing with someone else

If there's one thing that I learned when I was a child
It's to take a hiding

I don't love anything
No, not even Christmas
Especially not that
I don't ( Read more... )

Breathe, breathe in the air
Dont be afraid to care
Leave but dont leave me( please)
Look around and chose your own ground
For long you live and high you fly
And smiles youll give and tears youll cry
And all you touch and all you see
Is all your life will ever be

Run, rabbit, run
Dig that hole, forget the sun,
And when at last the work is done
Dont sit down, ( Read more... )

I don't know what you did, but you had it...

there are times when I wonder, and somrtimes I wont... concepts I'll ponder, concepts I won't ever see, god isn't one of these former or latter. which do you think I mean? it doesn't matter to me.

Oh man, and here it goes. Another time around. Maybe it'll work out. I can honestly say this is an amazing begining. Who would have thought that after blowing someone off for 3 months something would actually come from it. Theres a reason why you can't let people go sometimes. It all started by chance ( Read more... )

cold, you broke me from the very first night
I'd love you ‘til the day that I die
we're far too comfortable this time
cold, I loved you from the very first night
you broke me ‘til the day that I die
I'm far too obvious this time