the answer to the million-dollar question:

otothex died of Cardiomyopathy with Biventricular Hypertrophy and Dilatationit means his heart was enlarged with additional fibrous tissues for which the body doesn't allow additional blood to feed the extra tissue, cells, etc. (so there's a strain right there), with both ventricles also enlarged but instead of ( Read more... )

Yesterday felt like the best day of my life. I know it wasn't, I mean, I went to work, so that's a big strike out right there, but it sure felt like it. how ironic is it that in the midst of all this crap I'm going through, I have a really really really good day, quite possibly the best day I've had all year. that's crazy. if I had died on the ( Read more... )

ok, so with the first official breakfast I've had in forever today, I turned on MTV, it's funny how something so nauseating goes good with breakfast. I have two questions though ( Read more... )

Amy's song ( Read more... )

man, this last week has been crazy, and not in a good way...last monday everything was fine..I was dealing with the fact that I couldn't go to camp, I had a beautiful, understanding, crazy jobber girlfriend, I was looking at a $3 pay raise in a month or so, I was going to surprise everyone and show up for workcamp ( Read more... )

post a memory of me in the comments. it can be anything you want, in a positive light.
then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.

disappearing. falling off the face of the earth. between 10 and 11 tomorrow, don't expect to see me, 'cause I'd hate to let you down.

call it if you know it

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I like the way your eyes can't hide ( Read more... )

( for someone, someone awesome, it says so on her car )