hiya doods, or should i say Dan, since you are the only person who bothers to read this. Got a pretty awesome entry for today, you ready ( Read more... )

wow, easter was the last time i bothered to post an update? so now it's august and i'm still unchallenged. a few things have changed tho. I'm now 2/3 of my way through my degree and have a moderately better idea of what I'm going to do with it. I'm thinking events management/organiser. I'm thinking theatre, plays, i get to choose what plays ( Read more... )

It's been 18 months since I last wrote anything in this thing! And how depressing it is reading back! All my non-existent readers will be pleased to know that I no longer intend to use this journal to pour out emotionally saturated, suicide/vomit-inducing ramblings about my love life. That is because now that my relationship has almost reached ( Read more... )

Its 6 months since our first kiss today. It seems so long ago but I can remember it really clearly. It's like a colletion of pictures in my head. He's wearing adidas tracksuit bottoms, Fred Perry t-shirt, denim jacket and a hat (although he wasn't wearing the hat when we kissed) he'd actually got changed into his costume for theatre practicals ( Read more... )

Tonight was...amazing. Yet another out-of-the-blue encounter that I still dont fully understand but, WOW! What happened? OMG. I'm too shy to write about it I think, but still, wow. I keep playing it over and over in my head, makes me shiver and tingle just thinking about it. It was just so...aargh! I've never felt like that...grrr ( Read more... )

He's home. Happy bunnies rule the world. x x

Like said, Mon - Weds went fast,but that was because was away, Whitley Bay is such a peaceful place, you can't help but relax. i went for a walk along the sea front on Tuesday morning by myself. Since Craig's been gone, the times when I've been by the sea have been the easiest, thats when I've felt closest to him. Maybe it's being away from ( Read more... )

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday have gone quite quickly. i feel numb, as if it doesn't hurt quite so much that you're gone. I can't get excited about you coming back yet, I still miss you a lot. Its results day tomorrow and i'm mixed up inside. I dont think I've failed anything but I keep viualising opening THE envelope. I keep playing the scene ( Read more... )

Work was OK I suppose. In the last hour while I was tidying I walked down to reception to do my papers and glanced out the window at the car park. I had an image of Craig standing by my car, I wondered for a split second if he'd come down to meet me from work. I felt so sad. It struck me that if we ever split up, I'd feel like this permanently ( Read more... )

Although I really wanted to write all about my mini holiday in Torquay, all I can really think about is Craig. My mind totally wanders away whenever I try to think about anything else ( Read more... )