So I just got back to my room. Hung out with Mike for a like the past 3 hours, totally procrastinating the interview simulation I have to prepare for tomorrow. Now I'm all amped up on energy drinks and sugar.... woo! I don't think I'm going to sleep tonight. But things seem much more cheery. I have about six hours to figure this out... and I'm ( Read more... )

And here I write again ( Read more... )

I am so sad.

wow i just realized how ridiculously lonng my last entry was... haha. so anyway, last night was ridiculous. Each time I get drunk I've been getting more and more ridiculous. so yesterday I got super drunk with bosede meg and steve... and well we didn't really do much of anything, but play some videogames... and just sit around and talk. and yet.. ( Read more... )

Anonymous commenter is right. I can't give up writing. My head is already spinning with thoughts that its driving me crazy ( Read more... )

I had an epiphany this morning ( Read more... )

I feel like I keep fucking things up. I keep misinterpreting situations, saying the wrong things at the wrong times, and well just.. being me. Maybe I am just a huge pessimist these days, but its hard not to be when everything is so very predictable. And then I sense the slightest hope, the slightest possibility that I'm wrong, I take the chance.. ( Read more... )

So I was walking back to my dorm, and realized how pretty the snow was on the ground. It was sparkling like glitter from the lights beaming down on it. I couldn't really enjoy it though, since I was cold and I'm sick. It finally snows, and I can't even enjoy it ( Read more... )

1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be ( Read more... )

I'm back at school. Its really surreal for some reason. I didn't think it was gonna be a big deal at all, I mean I've been going back and forth from school and home quite a few times now I should be used to this right? I was in a good mood, and then the second I walked into my dorm I just got super depressed somehow. It was really quiet, and it ( Read more... )