i figure i'm not going to get a chance to write this in time to sum up my whole year of 2005 so! here i am, taking this time to write down a summary i suppose. this year has been insane. by far one of the largest periods of growth in my life. it's been amazing and i've learned so many life lessons and i've met and re-met some really awesome people ( Read more... )

this is long but it's happy. so take a moment to embrace the fact that i'm writing something truly happy for once.yesterday rob, molly and myself went to this comedian/inspirational speaker lady at the ARC. at first, i really did dread being there because, i'm lazy and didn't feel like being somewhere. especially there. she seemed rude when she was ( Read more... )

i don't want to feel anything ever again.
so i'll forget about you and all of our friends.
i'll break all my habits just to prove you wrong.
but by then you'll be over me and already gone.

someone shoot me in the face before i do it myself.

i have a really bad henna tattoo on my wrist which i paid ten bucks for in harvard square.

i also want more quasadillas. anyone want to bring me some? i'll give you five bucks.

and this girl who i met, whose pride makes her hard to forget,
she took pity on me

i have so much to say but everything will always be taken the wrong way. it's hard to talk about something objectively when both parties have such strong emotions involved in the matter. i don't even know where to begin. i don't finish anything i start.

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FUCK being eighteen.

i'm getting a tattoo on friday at six.

i want this. and if i get money for my birthday, which i probably will, i want to purchase it.

http://www.lids.com/pop/product_images.html?pid=20009383