Aaron cut my hair. I knew it was a bad idea. I didn't need anything to usher me into this new year, especially a hair cut that reminds me of Marsha Brady, my kindergarten haircut that made kids make fun of me, what's her face from the Yeah, Yeah, Yeah's... and slightly my mother from the 80's. It's borderline attractive but mostly not. It's mostly ( Read more... )

Some days I really fucking hate being alive and I don't know why. I just want to put a hammer through my fucking cell phone and tell everyone to leave me the hell alone ( Read more... )

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So, leave me here all alone as you pack your smiles and a dream.So, Sean is touring with the Sleeping right now. We talked a few times yesterday and I text him to ring me when he had a chance. It was around 2:30am and I knew he'd be awake, probably at a party of some kind. They were in Ft. Meyers yesterday and when he called me they were in the ( Read more... )

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Holy hell, I've been feeling like a glass girl. Not only can everyone see right through me but I've been feeling so delicate. Gah. I need to get back to, "I'm rubber, you're glue ( Read more... )

When song lyrics are only shadows of their actual meaning, it seems silly to post them. If you can't find the words, say that. The meaning is in the tone, in the emotion behind them. Words are amazing and I love trying to squeeze as many into each sentence as I can.

...even to the point where it annoys me. haha
You could take everything I have ( Read more... )

It's interesting to me how you can be put on a spiraling low point in your life by reading one thing, hearing one word, being given one look... just because it puts doubt inside of you as to whether or not you are really deserving of anything at all ( Read more... )

Gah. All I want to do is go back to Jersey to see Katie and go to Hellfest. That's at least another $300 ( Read more... )

a lot goes in my life but not too much really happens. sometimes I'm surprised how little I will do in a week of time, yet when I look back on the last six months I've done quite a few things and come to quite a few conclusions about people and accomplished so much ( Read more... )