tick-tock, you're not a clock. you're a time bomb, baby ( Read more... )

you must shamelessly take what is available.

every year halloween just reminds me that the holidays are getting closer and that i am still restless, calculated, and well put-together. why won't i ever fight for what i want? i give up too easily.

what a weekend! every year my birthweek continues to trump the previous year ( Read more... )

i'm floating through various lives that i live, and none of them seem to be converging ( Read more... )

this is what being a grown up is. you must understand that you can't win them all, and you must learn to deal with disappointment gracefully and keep your dignity in tact ( Read more... )

you can't fight what people are going to say about you, just do your best to behave in a way that says otherwise.

sometimes, you just can't change how something is. just accept it.

so here i am. its time to make decisions that could potentially change my life ( Read more... )

i don't fit in here, i never did. not with these emotional wrecks and self absorbed headcases. i wasn't cut out for musicians, but for some reason i ended up here. now i just want out of this and out of here and to be away from all of this. the normal problems of the world are so much more attractive than a pretty song.

one month left, and if this ( Read more... )

its like trying to take a sip of water from niagara falls. all you wanted was a cool, refreshing drink and suddenly you're knocked on your ass, dashed to bits on the rocks below. and you think, "why the fuck did I just do that?" so you find a safer supply of water, only to discover that the babbling brook is excruciatingly boring, and suddenly ( Read more... )