today for totally nude sunday mike and i were admittedly not totally nude, on account of my gorilla mask and his smiling bald guy mask. around the time other mike (snakepit) got out of the shower i got my second wind and came running from nicoles room (who was with her mom for the day), ready to circle pit the living room. somehow mike wolynski ( Read more... )

"an ardent jehovah's witness once tried to convince me that if there were a of love, he would certainly provide mankind with a reliable and infallible textbook for the guidance of conduct. i replied that no considerate god would destroy the human mind by making it so rigid and unadaptable as to depend on one book for all the answers. for the use ( Read more... )

some nights on the bike taxi the cold feels so bitter and the aching in my thighs is almost more than i can handle. the hills all seem to be up and the loads just keep getting bigger. and the assholes and the shitheads are out as much as ever, littering the streets, yelling and carrying on until i almost can't see anything else at all. and of ( Read more... )

"...and i want to beg you, as much as i can, to be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart. and try to love the questions themselves... do not seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them ( Read more... )

if it could end right now, the last lines would be:

"good friend, how loud do you want life to shout her answers in your ear?"

"...even irish monks in their cold sciptoria ( Read more... )

and now a note from my employer (housekeeping, not bike taxi ( Read more... )

p.s. josh was on a bike made for an 8 year old, and all the nieghbors laughed at him. alot.

ok so i feel like this should probably be documented ( Read more... )

sometimes i forget so much more than i even realize. because so many things happened so long ago, and i've developed into such a different person now than i was then. so many things aren't forced or struggled for anymore, it just comes natural. it's just what happens. after fighting so hard for so long, and holding on and on and on, you grow into ( Read more... )