in the past three nights, i have slept about 15 hours. every waking moment has been spent studying or testing. i was getting ready at 630 this morning so i could have an hour more to study before my next final and i got kicked out of the bathroom so my roommate could throw up. she went out for st. patrick's day last night. I HAVE ZERO SYMPATHY, ( Read more... )

 this quarter i have felt consistently unprepared and inadequate in everything i do. i just want to get through this week and hopefully pass all my classes. i never thought i would be hoping to pass all my classes.

 last night i heard a huge thump that woke me from my slumber with a start. k jumped out of bed and came to look out the window. there were people screaming in the street. i don't know why. this morning when i was leaving for class i opened the door and i heard something fall to the ground. i looked around and saw that the door frame was completely ( Read more... )

School
MWF 9-950: Math 104B - Numerical Analysis
TR 2-315: Chicano Studies 1 - Chicano Culture
R 615-845: Math 124B - Fourier Series

Work
MWF 10-2: CNSI
MWF 230-530: Putting it Back

Leisure activities
Wednesday party nights
Tuesday free movies at IV Theatre
Monday night bowling
Tuesday/Thursday layout sesh with Mikhaila
Tuesday/Thursday guaranteed gym time
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every once in a while,  i wish i were cooler.

i wrote a letter to lauren two days ago. i have already forgotten the details. the reliance upon the outbox in the digital world creeps me out. i don't have to remember my own thoughts, i'll just check my sent texts or my livejournal or my wall-to-wall. it's inhuman.

 i am so sick of people asking me for advice, blatantly ignoring it, and then continuing to whine about the same life issues. from now on, i reserve the right to ignore any and all complaints that fall into this category. 

saturday i was up until 6. monday i am up at 6. my body loves me.

i'm tired. i'm tired of learning. i'm tired of spending friday nights and saturday afternoons inside at my kitchen table studying. i'm tired of never seeing my friends. i'm tired of killing myself over school and just barely making it, not having grades to be proud of at all. i wish i would have majored in french or sociology or communications. i'm ( Read more... )

 i have been in a really silly mood so far this weekend. i am supposed to be preparing for my 3 mid terms next week and not having any fun, but it's so hard when i can't stop laughing and playing! last night karen and i played guess who? for about 45 minutes and then traveled the world via photobooth and then watched labyrinth. then i slept in and ( Read more... )