SUPERBOWL!!! The only good thing about it this year is that the stones are the half time show.

Your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night,
This idle hour just wont pass.
I've never missed you this much, never thought I would,
Didn't think you'd feel so far away.
Your summer perfume is still blowing through this hallway,

Autumn's amber ( Read more... )

Well i thought i had bronchitus and so did the nurse. it turns out i have the whooping cough whatever the hell that is and if i hadn't had antibiotics in me i would have been dead in two weeks. great huh. yea i know. i think it's kind of funny actually. we have so many cures and ways to not get sick and i would have died from something that we' ( Read more... )

Maybe if I wrote you one more time you’d respond.

I’m taking a break from everyone I depend on making me happy. I need to make myself happy.

Joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of "best friends"
We're the kids who feel like dead ends
And I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses
I took a shot and didn't even ( Read more... )

Well aidens definitely right. There’s no reason to get pissy if two peoples lives go in totally different directions. And it’s got me thinking…about a lot of things. I wanted to go to school in boston because aiden was most likely going there. But maybe I won’t now. Maybe I’ll go somewhere else. We’ll see….

Oh my
20 throw down in my fist of rage
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my name:

Where did we meet:

Take a stab at my middle name:

How long have you known me:

When is the last time that we saw eachother:

Do I smoke:

Do I drink:

Do I curse:

Do I believe in God:

When is my birthday:

What was your first impression of upon meeting me:

Color of my eyes:

Do I have any siblings:

What's one of my favorite things to do:

Am I funny:

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It’s been a long, tiring weekend. I miss the summer so much, and everything that it represents. Happiness, sunshine, warm summer rains, being with your friends every night, no pressure. This past summer was the best summer of my life. The last year before I have responsibilities. The last summer before I never see my friends. Sure I’ll see them ( Read more... )

Yesterday=awful

Today=better

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on ( Read more... )

Today was ok. I'm kind of tired though. i miss being able to do all the things i used to do. like hang out with the friends i did last year. we don't hang out anymore. and it takes me forever to read a book because i'm so busy when i used to read like a book a day. i wish i could stay up late now and not be so tired i don't want to do anything. and ( Read more... )

I give up. I just…give up. It seems that every time that I try to do something it gets fucked up…so why bother anymore. I mean school sucks so why go to college. I don’t get why its such a big deal or why I care about it so much. I think its because everyone tells me that it’s the most important thing to do….and you can’t make a living without it. ( Read more... )

This is going to be a ramble. I haven't decided what kind of ramble quite yet, but it will definitely be a ramble.

So the word love, right? Big deal. Love is such a huge deal to everyone. Everyone wants to be loved. Eveyone wants to have someone to care for. I used to think love was one of the biggest things that us as humans could find. And I ( Read more... )