So I have been informed I have been remiss in writing in here. Everything has been ok lately. Nothing bad has happened but nothing good has either. Next week is thanksgiving which is amazing. I love our ancestors. They created a whole day of eating. It’s so good. I don’t know what football game we’re watching though. Hmmm. Today I listened to the ( Read more... )

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I ( Read more... )

today I'm missing something
in this small new england town.
here's to you my best friend.
just wanted to say that I miss
having you around.

I'm staring at your picture
and dreaming that I could hold your hand.
we'd walk down to the ocean
and I would write your name in the sand.

they say sometimes you need some time apart
but I've got a bad case of broken ( Read more... )

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines

he wrote a poem
And he called it “Chops”

because that was the name of his dog

And that’s what it was all about

And his teacher gave him an A

and a gold star

And his mother hung it on the kitchen door

and read it to his aunts

That was the year Father Tracy

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I’m reading this book called the perks for being a wallflower for like the fifth time…but this was the first time I’ve really gotten hit with what it means, and it’s gotten me to thinking about a lot of things like my friends and my life. I just can’t get happy like I used to. It’s mostly just me trying to pretend to be happy so I won’t worry ( Read more... )

i can't wait to grow up and see where life takes me....

I don’t want my long hair, pretty green eyes, with [no! I do not have on mascara] eyelashes, skinny figure, undersized t-shirt, hip shake a little too much when I walk confuse anybody. I am a manly man.

Within this sissy frame, obviously rib laden chest lies a heart that beats to the drum of a ( Read more... )

I’ve stayed home for the past few days with a killer migraine. It sucked. But today we have the day off from school for some teacher development day. I would have rather had it on Tuesday since that’s the day after Halloween, but its ok… I still have a day off. Yea, and tonight I have work…which I don’t really want to go to but money doesn’t grow ( Read more... )

This weekend has been fun. Things are getting better. We had a girls night tonight and I got a pair of shoes and my mom, and my sisters and I went to go see Dreamer which was a really good movie. And there’s a sick movie coming out called final decent with these snowboarders…I’m so amped. But yea the lion, the witch, and the wardrobe is coming out ( Read more... )

p.s. your not who I thought you were.

I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything ( Read more... )

P.S. my parents suck and my life sucks.

200 miles away from home
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs
But you don't care at all
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs, oh my lungs
You demand to be chased for your love
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long
But you don't care at ( Read more... )