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UNDATEABLE; In the wake of my fallen cousin and my own personal struggles.
I am now seriously considering removing myself from the dating world totally, and pursuing adoption ( Read more... ) -
Diet, Excersise, and the cold
Last night I attended a free seminar regarding Cool-Sculpting at the Des Moines Plastic Surgery Center. While the seminar was about the device that performs the cool-sculpting and ultimately about selling services to all attendees, I learned a lot about the studies that prompted cool-sculpting ( Read more... ) -
R.I.P. Gary Schrader Jr.
I got a phone call late last night from my father. I knew that something had happened because my father would never call so late unless it was an emergency. My father informed me that my cousin, Gary, had killed himself. The story told is that Gary was having a fight with his girlfriend at the time, and it seemed like they were going to breakup, ( Read more... ) -
It has been too long...
Hello my LiveJournal. It has been too long since I wrote an entry. I am glad my account is still active ( Read more... ) -
Sick to my chest...heartbroken!
Last night, my boss mentioned to me as I left work that we had a meeting with our new owners today and we were going to get our (severence) papers. I've been sick with worry since ( Read more... ) -
Holiday, Humility, and Humbug
I'm not looking forward to this holiday season. Though opportunity to see firends, family, and to make the most of living the one life I have, I can't seemingly get into a holiday mood. To be honest, I don't feel anything at the moment. No love, loss, joy, sadness, or anything else relevent. I am barren and as cold as concrete in the winter ( Read more... ) -
Achieving Contentment
A lot of interesting folks come through the gas station I work at. Few have time to get into conversations though. Those that do, have debated both religion and politics with me, and they have commented about my wisdom, and perserverence of my self-inflicted state.
One of these persons is a Jehova's Witness, who dropped off one of his Watchtower ( Read more... ) -
Uncertainty in trying times
I know there is a great amount of uncertainty these days with the economy and such. Everyone is facing some sort of uncertainty, and it can be real scary at times. But I can only speak for myself ( Read more... )