i have decided that this is all on a completely ridiculous level. it has been blown out of proportion, and i refuse to have anything to do with it. so fuck you all, get over it, that's life.

i have decided that i am through beating myself up over everything. i am done with this drama bullshit. i am finished stressing out over every little detail of my life. i will stop being lazy. i will do what i want to do. i just don't care what other people have to say anymore. i quit. i know i have done things wrong. i know i am not perfect. i ( Read more... )

i got this in an email once, and i was thinking of it today. it is, sadly, all true. it is also a bit embarrassing, but i won't lie. i love louisiana. so here is a list of things to determine "how you know you're from louisiana" plus a few additions of my own.

The crawfish mounds in your front yard have over taken the grass. when i was a kid, i ( Read more... )

so fabulous times in corpus with my dear lauren. it was an absolute blast. lots of gorgeous human beings, as well as some hilarious little kids. (i really shouldn't call them little kids. they get offended.) i probably did a few things i shouldn't have and drank a little too much alcohol last night, but it was fun, nonetheless. our hotel had a ( Read more... )

As the sugar-sweet semi-solid melts in the cup before me, I cannot help but cringe. Muddying the plastic with its chocolate-infused dairy, the ice cream disgusts me. Once, I loved the sweet taste on my tongue. Once, I relished the cool feeling in my throat. Now, I cannot bear this once beloved frozen treat ( Read more... )

i really missed my daddy this week.

i hate it.

it's friday night, and i'm sitting here alone. it isn't the bad type of alone. it's the necessary type of alone. unfortunately, i am thinking of you. i have been thinking of you all week. possibly longer. i hate thinking about you. it makes me giddy and pained all at once. but i so love thinking of you. it reminds me of how much fun i can have with ( Read more... )

I'm a mess, I guess ( Read more... )

oh, i am smiling.

someone called me at 3 AM this morning. i still can't figure out who it was.