there are two things i know for sure ( Read more... )

I'm aware I really don't have any viewers, but usually when I write in this thing it's just theraputic ( Read more... )

So it's been another extremely uninteresting week. I want to update this thing often, but honestly.. there's not much to say. There is only so much rambling I feel comfortable doing in this blog ( Read more... )

I've been watching QAF for the past hour, not really paying attention to it, but thinking. I think writing some of it down will make me feel a little better ( Read more... )

I came home from work tonight to an empty house. I was relieved.. it's been a long time since I've been alone. Well, really, I'm alone all the time. Mentally, emotionally, etc. But physically alone? Almost never. I enjoy alone time. Probably more than I should. When I lived by myself in my studio people asked me, quite a bit, how I dealt with being ( Read more... )

Today was the day I had been anticipating for several weeks now. I'm a bit of a hypochondriac so whenever I have anything "done" I obsess a bit. I was getting my four wisdom teeth out. Relief and anxiety fought each other until I got into the office ( Read more... )

So, I awoke early..afternoon, around 1pm. My first thoughts were (as most days), what do I have to do today? I mentally made a checklist. Pick up paycheck, deposit it, buy some soda, maybe some food (but probably not), and pay bills..which I can do online, sweet. Everything I dreamed of as a young girl in living in a small town that I would be ( Read more... )

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