"Your words are worse than vapor, and more poisonous than the deadliest venom." 
    -something I said today, and never meant anything more in my life.

And while I would kill you if God wasn't watching,  I still want to hold you. 

ta ta ta  DON'T MISS A BEAT LADIES!!
C'mon girls!! That's right jump jump rip your lips right off your face because you don't need one anyway. LET'S GO! Sing songs that call you as a woman a cunt and a whore- that's right, sing along, JUMP JUMP.

Higher, better. Competition. Strut it. AND IF YOU DON'T HAVE IT KILL YOURSELF. And if you do then kill ( Read more... )

bring this life to life
light this light 
ignite
let these rivers flow and crush
let these branches break and brush
fill me with an everlasting
sense of war and peace
a purpose that calls me till I die
to take destruction
the aftermath of flame and famine
to take the pieces of shattered lives
and make them realize 
that we're all in this together

so, tonight as i was driving home i turned my wipers on becase it started to rain, but I didn't realize it was raining until I got home. What I'm trying to say is that I think I'm losing it. Nothing makes me feel more insane than normalcy. I seriously think that one day I am just going to snap. And leave everyone and everything. Leave leave leave. ( Read more... )

i want to throw up lucky charm marshmellows and put the colors back on my toungue. swim in slow moving syrup sludge and jump into a pin filled to the brim with plastic balls. i want to dance until my limbs hit the floor and sing until my strings are zapped. roll down a hill head over heels and lauch into a field of albino alligators so i can kiss ( Read more... )

i often think i've forgotten how to write ( Read more... )

who are you? doesn't matter.

this year i. always i am. stretching and reaching and growing and unlearning and recreating and imagining and giving birth to new life and buring the past and watering the graves of my life and soaking in the beauty of sorrow. call it what you like. there comes a point when you don't care about perfection anymore so you  ( Read more... )

one day i will die. soon, like in 50 or 60 years if I'm lucky. life is strange if you stop and think about it.

sometimes i think i struggle with depression. other times i think i'm just living fully. i think that everything you hold dear is valuable because there is some tie to sadness within it. invisible threads of loss that keep it just out of fingertip's reach ( Read more... )

supposed to be asleep because I have to wake up in a few hours. don't really care. i can't believe school starts monday. our summer of love is over. a new season is coming. cold hard gusts of change have come to break off our leaves. mine rather. am i still afraid of losing you? i know i have no reason to be. maybe i'm afraid of losing myself. ( Read more... )