light drowns the past

[outoflove]

everyone is talking and I'm trying to care. it's so easy not to. it's so easy to forget you and everyone. to appreciate nothing. to shut out everything because you are loud and annoying and you ruin your life and it's not my fault that you don't think about the meaning of consequence. today someone told me that it's seems as if i've "cleaned up".

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[deadygoon]

you know whats really crazy. i don't know anything about who you are or how you experience anything. for all i know you could be seeing purple and call it blue and i see blue and call it purple. whats more important is realizing that you exist. and no matter the people that surround you there is a much much larger and bigger thing happening around you. and rather through you and you are as much involved as you think that you are not.

hi elisa.

[outoflove]

you know what's even crazier than that? i need to ask if you can help with a photo shppt i'm doing tomorrow night, it'll be fun if you're free. can you call me because when i lost my phone i lost all my numbers.

sweeeet talk to you soon playa