haven't updated in a while.. so i figured i would... This weekend was pretty fun...New years eve..marty slept over...we were up till like 3...well he was..i fell asleep at 4....then i woke up at like 9:30..and he woke up at 11...Then saturday...we were down on main street all nite.. i got home at like 2ish...and i have no clue what time he got ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in a while.. so i thought i should...ummm.....just got home from school.. today was pretty fuckin cool.. i had like no classes... i have first period...but we ate bagels and made snowflakes.....thenn.... i had second period...and we took a test..but it was easy.....third period was drivers ed.. but we did nothing... 4th period we ( Read more... )

Sunday was pretty cool.. Me and Marty went to go see The Grudge.. It was sooo bad.... it wasn't even scary.. there were a few parts that like.. made ya jump.. but then i just laughed afterwards cuz it was so stupid.. i don't think anyone actually liked that movie.. And then After school on monday i went down to main street.. That was cool.. ( Read more... )

Today was pretty cool.... after school.. i stuck around at the library to finish up a project... Then afterwards i walked down to main street to hang out with Marty till like 6....went home.. ate dinner came back around 8.. then left at 11.. so yeah that was my nite... Tomorrow is going to suck balls.. i have to go with my family to a batmizvah.. ( Read more... )

Finally... after like 5 fuckin months.. lol... im sooo happy... i think i did something smart.. YAY! lol..

<3 10.19.04... thats great.. I

Someone please tell me what the fucking point is to life.....cuz i don't get it.....i shouldn't be dealing with this shit... im not this person.....i can't take it...i need it to all fucking end....f

....woah.... things are sooo fucked up right now.. im so confused.. im like happy but not... i dont know how to feel about all this...its gonna work out.... hopefully... and some of my friends tell me shit that doesn't make sense....oh but they SWEAR its true.. and i don't believe any of it... so...w/e... don't give a fuck anymore... i will believe ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the cherryfix show in allentown... it was great.... i had to make the best of a bad situation tho... the ride back sucked..........i am fuckin sick of crying...and dealing with all this shit..cuz i know i don't deserve any of it.......

i fuckin hate my family... My mom's a psycho bitch from hell... i can't take her fuckin horse shit anymore... she needs a fuckin life and she needs to leave me the fuck alone... She fucking made me go with her and my grandmother to the Crossings... and its fucking bullshit.. i hate that place.. she told me we were going for her... thats why we ( Read more... )

everything is so mixed up... i don't know what to do... it sucks.......i really care bout him......and i know he cares about me..but lifes so fucking difficult...i just need to think things over...