weird!

everytime i sit in front of this text box, the same inconsistant, aimless, soul-searching drabble comes out, and quite frankly its getting on my nerves. it doesnt solve anything, and it doesnt advance my understandng of anything thats happening to me. for once I would just like to finish a full thought on my own. ive never felt so restless in my ( Read more... )

So last night (or this morning rather) as I was fighting off sleep, I came across a passage in a book im reading that hit home like never before. It seemed as though the book was talking directly to me ( Read more... )

Before this, it was 2003. What to me seemed like it would be the biggest most defining period of my life, was only the beginning of the complete and utter destruction of the world had become so enthralled in. I am different person than I was then, and I am a different person now than I am going to be I think. Life has been constantly coming and ( Read more... )

My 6 random Facts ( Read more... )

Bottom line. I just feel that something profound is happening to me right now.

Its just starting to get weird on campus this year. I feel like I'm not suppose to be here. Then at the same time I feel like I should want to be here, but I don't. I think because school reminds me of a good time in my life, but I've grown out of it. Being here just reminds me of those times, making it hard to move on. I'm not sad those times are ( Read more... )

Well, like usual here I am in at the beginning of the school year. I'm not really sure what my current thoughts and feelings are on the subject. Its my senior year,.....thats about all I got. It will soon be time to grow up, and I think that makes me sad. I know I've grown up as much as im going to already, its the idea of growing up. Even though ( Read more... )

soon

1. an empty bank account
2. calling in sick
3. the last soda in the fridge
4. calvin and hobbes
5. coffee ridiculously late in the day
6. going to the movies
7. waking up on christmas day (not the presants, the act of waking up)
8. inventing your own constellations
9. fitzwilliam
10. a party where everyone laughs, all the time