My life has slowed down but picked up at the same time. I am so filled with Joy right now. I am doing what God wants and for once am not worried about my futur. I am taking it one day at a time. I am comfertable with who I am, what I have done and that fact that I am saved by grace. I am spending time with my family and have realized that I put way ( Read more... )

So yeah, I just read a frieds entry. I am so sad, she thinks that she is doing Gods will, but she just is going off the deep end. God really saved me from going with her. Drinking, and spending the night with Guys is soooo not what God wants! It dosn't matter if we agree with the law on drinking or we aren't haveing sex witht the guy. The Bible ( Read more... )

Yeah, I am babysitting right now and I am compleatly bored. Yesterday I was complaining about this job and now I feel guilty about it. I realized that God has given me about 8 hours every wednesday where I have nothing to do but read and pray. What a blessing! Today I read Lamentations, wow, that book is deffiently condeming and the same with ( Read more... )

Wow, life is always changing. I can't say that I mind anymore really. Its kind of exciting. These last few weeks have been a real chanllange for me. Staying on the right path can be very hard. Of course I made some wrong decisions, but overall I think God has worked everything out for the good. My mom has really been there for me these last couple ( Read more... )

Well I haven't written in a while. My life has started running at full speed lately I guess. VBS was awesome. I love the kids so much and whenever I think of all those people who were saved and are now going to be in heaven with Jesus for eternity my heart swells up and I want to cry and yell for joy. I guess I'm also kinda stressed out. I have a ( Read more... )

So yeah, I had a riot yesterday! Jade spent the night on monday night and we played mancola(sp?)and were obsessed with finding the ultimite play so that no one can beat it! Ha! Jade discovered it. I have taught her well. Anyways, then on tuesday we went to island lake and had a blast laying out in the sun and drinking giant slurpys in cups that ( Read more... )

Well, today i was suppost to get up early and go babysit. I didn't but I did help out with my moms Michigan Extraviganza at her school. I had alot of fun. I really love children. Anyways, that about wiped me out. I slept then watched harry potter and then went to counsling, and then i wanted to hang out with Jade but she didn't seem to want to do ( Read more... )

God is good. He teaches me new things every day. I'm really thankful for my family and for Jade. I am soo excited for Aaron with his walk with God. My room is really a safe haven for me and God is deffinetly resideing in my life. I need him every hour. I worry about people to much. I need to learn to just be there and to pray. I have been talking ( Read more... )

Okay, so whatever was sticky and rancid in Aarons trash was all over my hands and I am grossed out. Seriously, Anyways, I got my hair cut today, I don't know wether I like it or not, I guess its alright. Then I went to Raquels graduation party. That was cool, and Jade looked really pretty. I have been updating my room and I must say I am pretty ( Read more... )

Well last night was a blast. I totally love Jade. God has totally blessed me with her friendship. My mom and I worked some stuff out lately. Yesterday especially. I am starting to feel better about the weekend. I was and am pretty hurt by those people. They are really ridiculious and don't need to behave the way they do. I think its a good thing ( Read more... )