should i forge
the undiscovered
or will i stick
to familiar ground?
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it started as a dream
something made of utter fantasy
i dont know when, and i dont know why
the dream became reality
fading away beneath my feet
all i could do
was watch in fear
as my fantasy became
my worst nightmare

so, ive been seeing this guy nick for about a week now.

he is just so amazing....i cant get him off my mind! :)

im so completely infatuated its ridiculous....but i like it ;)

thank you for giving me a reason to smile again.

thank you for showing me that i can trust someone and wont always be hurt.

thank you for letting me be me and not caring.

thank you for everything :)

oh my, is this real? do i really feel like this?

i have to check my feet just to make sure im not floating up in the clouds.

it was a magical night and a wonderful conversation with an absolutely AMAZING guy :)

i am feel so many emotions right now i cant even BEGIN to describe it

i think things are finally working out for me ;) :)

well you think your in love
its easy to see
you can play the game
but you wont play me

so, i started my job for Complete Communications Inc. today ( Read more... )

i wanted to give you everything, and all you wanted from me was ressurance of your feelings for another man.

i just want to make a general statement to everyone on my friends list:

I am not made of stone, and believe it or not i do feel pain. i am not a tool or a pawn in a game, im a human with real feelings.

why do guys have to suck so much

well, this has been a very, very fun weekend. i havent had a weekend like this in SUCH a long time ( Read more... )

im nothing but smiles right now :)

even if it doesnt lead anywhere, he has restored my faith in finding a good guy one day, and finding someone who just clicks with me :)

for those of you that still read my journal, i need your help. i am having some serious issues right now with my family and stuff, and i need all the support i can get. this is the hardest thing ill ever have to do, and it is all blowing up in my face ( Read more... )