Oh Livejournal how I have missed you so.  It's been 7 years since my last update.  I stopped using this when I relocated to the Caribbean years ago.  Does anyone actually still use Livejournal these days ( Read more... )

I saw him yesterday!  It has almost been four months and he showed up!  I broke the physical barrier by giving him a HUGE hug!  He told me I looked great and we chatted for a bit.  We walked out together and when we said goodbye, he hugged me again, only this was the tightest hug I've ever received in my life!  He then said, "God, you look so ( Read more... )

Slap me silly!  I'm tickled pink!  I think I have a crush on someone and I feel like I'm back in middle school!  Grrrrrrr!!!!!  He's cute and funny and nice though.

It's amost 70 outside!  Plus the sun is shinning!  Oh, and I get to go to graduate school.....for fun.

I just watched a sad movie and don't think I've cried any harder at any movie.  It made me sad.  I cried for like ten minutes over it.

SMILE :-}  Laugh Out Loud!  I have the biggest GRIN on my face!

Do you ever ask yourself where time went?  I haven't seen Paul in almost two months!  My comfort zone!  This is sad.  I haven't seen Mark in about three!  And Randy too, I haven't seen in three months!  Why can't there be more than 24 hours in a day?

Have you ever asked yourself, why am I doing this if no one can see me accomplish it?  I sit up late at night doing homework, trying to keep things clean and in order, I grocery shop for very healthy food and I go for organic a lot too, but no one is around to see it; I guess I mean my parents.  I feel like I've crawled into a hole and disappeared ( Read more... )

Why is life so hard sometimes?  Though it's not official, I am afraid of loss.  Again, taken away due to political chaos.  It's not fair and I'm scared.  I'm getting nervous about this whole "plan" because it involves someone I know.....I wanted to puke from this morning's headline......just wake me up from this nightmare.

I have to work a split shift tomorrow of a total of 12 hours.  Boo hiss!  Tonight, as I was leaving work, I was quite disappointed with the plans I had psyched myself for.  I called an old friend revealing my plans for the both of us, but was rejected.  Even the, "I really need to talk to you about some stuff" line wasn't working.  I actually cried ( Read more... )