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[outridinfences]

i realized today that i associate lonliness with highland park high school.

funny how that goes.

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[moonlit_minerva]

I don't know how to say this without sounding weird, but whatever. I just wish there was something I could say or do to make that less true.
There is something about it though...and this may just be going off on my own tangent, and it may not even make much sense...but I thought that this year would be different, and better, and that everyone would just get along better and be able to all be chill and friends with each other. But instead I feel more alienated from everyone, and especially my friends. Instead of the pool of 'hang out' people getting bigger, I feel like it's become more limited. Blah, I don't know. I'm frustrated.

[outridinfences]

every week i hang with less people from school... i think i will just stop caring or something.

jenna and emma both now have each asked me if i hated them

i immediately changed the subject and walked away

[moonlit_minerva]

Yeah, Emma mentioned that you were 'being crabby' lately.
How do you respond to that?

I hate this whole apathetic state I feel like I'm stuck in, like a lot of people are stuck in, but I don't know how to stop it. I just don't really care about anything.
But see, that's a lie too. Maybe I care too much?

[outridinfences]

i don't really know how not talking to them counts as being crabby.

so i might be crabby. but for now i am permenently crabby

[_leaky_faucet]

welcome to senior year

[libbert]

i hate it. i feel like i have no friends. every one is ignoring every one for no god damn reason.

[news_for_you]

Rob! Guess what? I don't know if you know Mike Jaskiw from debate or not, but I've bumped into him several times, he's at Harvard! It's pretty exciting, I know he's Loren friend but I don't know if you know him or not. How is everything? How's senior year? Miss you lots, Mar