So...once again, I left behind all I knew to move to Arizona. This time, I had a legitimate reason for it, as there is a school in Phoenix I wanted to go to. I bade my time, got a transfer at work, got a car, got everything ready, had my roommate come up to ride down with me, and I drove down there. I moved about a month ago, and have been working ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. I probably slept for 15 minutes, but my neck is burning with a searing pain. One of these days I'm going to have to address whatever is wrong with it...but that's not today ( Read more... )

It's nice being able to fully relax ( Read more... )

I feel myself slipping. I'm losing touch of the strength I recently gained. I feel like I'm teetering over a chasm. It's a familiar place. A place I knew...about seven years ago. And six years ago. And three years ago. In different ways, I'm reminded of the wallowing of those times. Seeing my old TOD takes me back to seven years ago, when I began ( Read more... )

Holy tits, TOD is back! Kind of. I was checking the email of a hotmail account I don't use anymore, and I just happened to see some message referencing my old diary. So I checked it out, and yeah...if you go to Open Diary, and then go down to the bottom, there's a TOD area where you can login to your old diary. You can't alter anything, but you can ( Read more... )

It didn't take her long to think about it. Four or five hours she messaged me on myspace. She couldn't even tell me in-person. It reminds me of how my girlfriend broke up with me in high school, in an indirect manner. It's fine, I had expected it. And it's her loss. I'm guessing she's into some short-haired, military-obsessed, trendy cliche. Most ( Read more... )

I skipped psychology. My first skip of the semester. We went to I Love Sushi again. I have yet to find anything better than a deep-fried california roll. The spider roll wasn't that great. Crab and soft-shell crab...two of the pieces had something that looked like legs sticking out, although it was just a soft-shelled crab. The avocado and eel wasn ( Read more... )

She doesn't like me. It's pretty obvious now. The question was never specifically asked or answered, but we were talking about relationships and stuff in general and she said the only guy she likes is ignoring her. You know, I just don't understand it. I don't get people; I don't understand feelings. We've been hanging out seemingly every chance we ( Read more... )

Denial rears its ugly head once more. You don't want to admit it, but you realize it is true; you haven't progressed at all in overcoming your shortcomings. Fear and trepidation have once again sabotaged your chances for success; a self-fulfilling prophecy continues ( Read more... )

I was in a funk over the weekend. I was kind of sick, and fairly pessimistic. Old sentiments die hard. I'm back to feeling normal ( Read more... )