Weakness?
Maybe you are only as weak as those around you believe.
I don't believe you're weak.

I wish I could write entries like I used to, this is sort of unlike me.

So the college fair today was a slap in the face in a lot of ways. Don't get me wrong, I got heaps of brochures and information about a lot of really amazing, beautiful places. It's just I never really allowed myself to acknowledge that almost none of them will even be an option now that i'm doing so horribly in school. I just don't understand. Why ( Read more... )

I was so unbelievably exhausted.
But now I am not. Not tired at all.
I don't think I will be for the rest of the night either.

So I've decided to start over. New livejournal, fresh start. Something like that. Every so often I feel like cleaning the slate and making way for my new thought processes and perspectives. Its not that I want to forget everything else, because I don't. I just don't feel comfortable imposing my new state of mind on my old one. make sense? probably ( Read more... )